tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43204298206335505822024-02-22T08:08:43.982-08:00Wishing You Were Somewhere ElseNABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.comBlogger84125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-51129196106267791062009-12-31T22:44:00.000-08:002009-12-31T22:57:13.173-08:00This will be my last post. I've realised that it's not so fun to write on a blog. I remember when i first started a blog, it was because atem, yana and i needed some medium where we could always update each other on whatever was going on in our lives - because we never got to meet up after form 5. <br /><br /> Anyway, i've gone back to the old-fashioned way of writing in a diary :). It's tiring on the hands, but it has it's perks too :)<br /><br /><br />p.s Happy New Year!! And i saw Redza walk (finally!!!) yesterday ~~lalalaNABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com339tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-42250825570816445902009-11-23T09:26:00.000-08:002009-11-23T09:37:38.594-08:00The previous week has been really taxing on me. As optimistic as i usually was, i was finding it really hard to keep myself afloat. Lately, i've been speaking to a few people and we were contemplating why most of us seemed to have lost our drive to work hard and perform well. You can ask me a thousand times and i'll say over and over again that i'm totally loving NS. Bile bace buku neuroscience, i'm just awed at times by it's brilliance. Overwhelming as it is, it is also interesting as hell. But honest to god, i can't seem to apply this interest during my weekly exams. I feel so bored of the weekly exams.And before i get to feeling totally indifferent about it, i think i should do something. <br /><br /> And i think i found part of the answer during the weekend. :) Not exactly about how to get excited about weekly assessments but about sustaining my inner drive and motivation.<br /><br />p.s will have to continue later. anatomy beckons :)NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-71110572284394290372009-11-08T01:54:00.000-08:002009-11-08T02:23:40.783-08:00Bite sized nuggetsMy friends have started complaining that i don't update them anymore whether by phone or blogging. Hee...sorry. I'm guilty as charged. I seriously have been a bit AWOL with you guys. But i'm making up for it. I'm going to cram up as much stuff as possible in this post k. (Atem:i did reply you real fast that day though :P)<br /><br />All you need to know in bite sized info:<br /><br />1. LTDJ is in a month or so and it's keeping me busy as hell. Am i enjoying my work as the secretary? I'm not going to lie, it goes right up my alley. But do i want to do it again? Not for a long while..<br /><br />2. I'm excited about our motivational program for LTDJ. I'm excited to learn the modules from Khalifah Institute. And i hope that if we do well, we can set up our own motivation unit. There's a lot i need to learn when it comes to this field, but i have a outcome i've set in my mind, something i'd like to see happen in the future. So if i need to take baby steps to get there, i'm all for it.<br /><br />3.I've lost interest in something and i'm making efforts to gain it back, insya-Allah<br /><br />4. I'm in love with the brain :p. CNS has been great so far. The brain in itself is a huge topic and nothing fails to amaze me.<br /><br />5.I found out that my brain is more concrete sequential dominant and that i don't like risks and that i need to be more random. No surprises there.<br /><br />6. My nephew Redza makes me smile like a crazy person when im alone. I miss him terribly all the time and am constantly worried he'll forget me whenever i don't see him for a few weeks. He claps when you show him a piccie of a baby clapping! And dances!And still sleeps in weird positions.<br /><br />7.I can't wait for January to come cause there are so many things i want to start.<br /><br />8.I have successfully reduced the number of hours i need to sleep in a day.<br /><br />9.I'm reading books by Torey Hayden and am so in awe of her. I think Maya would be perfect doing what Torey does.<br /><br />10. I know and love my housemates more.The house is always filled with laughter, even when there's a quarrel going on. :P<br /><br />11. I still don't have a boyfriend.So i think i'll win the bet :p<br /><br />11. I miss you guys loads and i wish i could be telling you guys all this in person :).NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-5822420765734975212009-09-14T10:43:00.000-07:002009-09-14T11:04:19.875-07:00I'm so tired nowadays. Seriously, i always seem to be lacking of sleep, there always seems to be something that needs to be done, my planner lists one meeting after another...and materials that need to be studied keep piling up.<br /><br /> I think that i may have bitten off more than i can chew. Tapi Prof.Latiff always says and my sister always reminds me that ' A Muslim never rests until he/she is in the grave' and i do think that too a certain point all these things i'm involved in are important to me and for me. <br /><br /> But when you have too many of these stuff, you kind of have to start prioritizing. And i think I've a least let one very important responsibility of mine slip by, and it's been bugging me for the last few weeks.<br /><br /> So i decided it was time for some spring cleaning.And so i made a list. And i scratched out some things from the list. And i do feel a bit better, if only a bit. <br /><br />p.s I failed for the very first time. Hemato dapat 48. Bayangkanlah, 85% of the class failed. When the failure rate is that high, i have to say, i don't think the problem lies with the students...But back on the subject of me failing for the first time, i'm proud to say i didn't go into shock or anything :p<br /><br />p.p.s I went for the ESQ leadership training. I found the content refreshing, interesting and definitely the best among any motivation/ leadership courses ive been to so far. But the way they decided to present the information...let's just say at times i felt traumatized + horrified. Tapi kite amik dgn kite bende yg baik saja, n there were loads of good stuff to learn from this programme.<br /><br />p.p.p.s I'm getting tired of placing my confidence and giving my support to certain people. Rasenye cam lately, i've been making up too many excuses to cover their faults.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-74782032341894165692009-09-07T10:10:00.000-07:002009-09-07T10:31:07.848-07:00RandomsI read about the 'cow-head' demonstration thingy everyday and it angers and embarrasses me how stupid and ignorant some people are. How some people claim they know Islam yet do stuff that is totally against what it teaches. Watching the council meeting video and Hishamuddin's press conference i'm only left with disgust and a certain sense of sadness.<br /><br /> We talked about tolerance that day. Because we see less and less of it being practiced. And i don't agree with what you think. That tolerating something you don't agree with means being weak, giving in. <br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">(Fight in the cause of Allah those who fight you, but do not transgress limits; for Allah loves not transgressors) (Al-Baqarah 2:190)<br /><br /></span>NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-65599818412094850322009-09-03T11:39:00.000-07:002009-09-03T11:57:41.397-07:00IntermissionI haven't written in ages. Not because i have nothing to say but i'm having trouble sorting out my thoughts - and there are so many of them going through my mind.<br /><br /> Trust me to use the few hours before my final exam to sneak in a post :p. This is so weird - I'm feeling relaxed and happy...yet the numerous papers strewn around my mattress signals to me that I'm not supposed to. My mind is definitely not on this final exam. <br /><br /> You know, it's so weird ~ this block has been one of the most challenging ones so far, what with the missed classes, the asthma attacks, the added tasks tapi I think it would be hard for me to pinpoint a day where i didn't go to bed feeling happy.I guess while i had all these other things that were seemingly bringing me up, i also had a myriad of other things that were boosting me up :) As usual, God works in mysterious ways.<br /><br /> This recent phase of complacency is a bit troubling tapi some people tell me it's a good thing for me.<br /><br /> So much to say! But i should stop now.<br /><br />p.s My mum datang esok!NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-30506688669022246092009-08-12T08:41:00.000-07:002009-08-14T08:29:10.894-07:00Post - QuarantineBeing quarantined leaves you with loads of time. Time which should be used for example, on studying the sgt banyak topics of anatomy for respi. But there's only so much anatomy i can take before my mind starts rejecting terms like rima glottidis and arytenoids.<br /><br /> So i had time to think. And write. And make lists. And look back on lists i made before. I found a list i made during the early part of 1st year, and one i made about 2 months ago. What struck me was the total contrast between the two lists, which listed things i wanted to do or complete - which mirrored my priorities during those two periods. Agak best to see my different states of mind :)<br /><br /> Anyway, i think this quarantine was a blessing in disguise. One thing that bummed me out about the fact that my 2 month holiday was cut down to only a mere 8 days in JB was because i didn't get to spend enough time with my mum. Rase like dah lame tak cakap2 with her and i was missing her. So when her time in KL coincided with my quarantine moments, it was truly perfect timing :). Alhamdullilah.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-23162029421849653042009-07-10T07:14:00.000-07:002009-07-10T07:25:08.391-07:00A lot has been said regarding the issue of PPSMI. Honestly, i didn't find too much fault with the decision. I've always felt the decision to teach Maths and Science in English earlier on wasn't really implemented that well, and from what i've observed, the level of English of the kids during that phase hasn't really improved that much. <br /><br /> I was part of the generation of students that learnt almost everything in BM. Did i have trouble coping with the sudden change of having to study in English when i entered Foundation. Nope, cause Alhamdullilah i had a good English background,I read loads of English books and i spent most of my time conversing in English.<br /><br /> So i think what's more crucial is improving the student's punye English language proficiency through a better teaching of the English language itself. If they have a good basic grasp of the language that it wouldn't be so much of a problem learning other stuff in English later on.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-72755341864944978172009-07-06T09:42:00.000-07:002009-07-06T09:54:44.556-07:00Another orientation session is over. This one was extremely tiring as the planning process started much earlier. It was especially tiresome having to think of modules over the phone, especially when Fifah and i seemed to be calling each other at different hours of the day. <br /><br /> Tapi this was also one of the funnest orientations i've been involved in when i look at the aspect of the people i had to work with. Sgtlah suke the fact that most of the facis were staying over at our apartment and the bisingness and hoohaaness and bonding is something i'm going to miss when i stay an extra one week in cyber starting tomorrow.<br /><br /> Certain things we did during this orientation i hope will bear some positive outcomes. I even volunteered to give a taskirah, which was something i never planned tapi it was part challenge for myself/part being forced by other people. I have nothing against giving a taskirah or anything tapi i've never done it for a big group of people. <br /><br /> People keep on telling me i'd have no problem doing it because i've done other forms of public speaking. But the thing is when i'm debating or story-telling or doing a forum, i'm not really expecting to impact the audience that much nor do i really believe much in the words im saying. <br /><br /> So, this time it was much, much different. But i've always felt that if you just stay in your comfort zone, without trying something new, you'll never amount to much, so i did it. I think it went okay...kids actually did come up to me after that to ask me questions on the things i talked about and i got positive feedbacks :)<br /><br /> 'You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do.'<br /> - Eleanor RooseveltNABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-41265935534323280282009-06-23T10:30:00.001-07:002009-06-23T10:37:37.573-07:00Something i found out today about someone dear to me has made me extremely happy. So much so that i can't stop smiling..weeee!!<br /><br /> Haha..i guess this post has no relevance at all. Just about me being happy.<br /><br /> InsyaAllah, everything from here onwards will go smoothly.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-75471063765216576522009-06-10T09:32:00.001-07:002009-06-10T09:56:11.480-07:00I think i've been getting to hung up over matters and it's been harder and harder to be the 'bigger person' in situations i find myself in.Instead, i've decided to just not care, finding it to be the more attrative option at times.<br /><br /> Which is ironic, since i was just writing that day about how happy it makes me to see that people care. <br /><br /> Now that i think of it, how certain things have played out, to some extent part of the fault lies with me.<br /><br /> "Kind words and forgiving of faults are better than Sadaqah (charity) followed by injury. And Allâh is Rich (Free of all wants) and He is Most-Forbearing"<br /> [2:263]NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-87824604334154947992009-06-07T09:28:00.000-07:002009-06-07T09:33:07.371-07:00Haix..i agak sedih sebenarnyer. About a very trivial matter...but some things just don't change u noe?<br /><br />Tapi my friends define me as someone very optimistic and when they have problems, it's usual for them to come to me to help them find the light at the end of the tunnel.<br /><br />I should be able to do that for myself too right? :)<br /><br />Okay! Think positive!<br /><br /><br />p.s missing redza,jb and my ISM buddies terribly.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-63925294182016032602009-06-05T11:46:00.000-07:002009-06-05T11:58:40.067-07:00This week has been a kaleidoscope of emotions for me. I've gone through bouts of anger, frustration, gratefulness, helplessness, disgust, amazement and sometimes sheer happiness. <br /><br /> Thanks to those who so willingly helped and gave their support. It never fails to lift my spirit when i see people care :)<br /><br /> I feel so blessed. <br /><br /><br /> "A candle loses none of its light by lighting another candle."NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-88155041837254205212009-05-31T10:53:00.000-07:002009-05-31T10:59:46.846-07:00Those who spend [in Allâh's Cause - deeds of charity, alms, etc.] in prosperity and in adversity,<span style="font-weight:bold;">who repress anger, and who pardon men</span>; verily, Allâh loves Al-Muhsinûn(the gooddoers). <br /><br /> (Al-`Imran 3:134)NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-91231641420977854102009-05-29T10:16:00.000-07:002009-05-29T10:21:45.380-07:00Too Cute For WordsA whole day of kelam kabutness with plans going astray, not to mention getting my ass kicked by a psycho test. Balik ke d'sara dgn perasaan stress..until i saw this little dude...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0RiiIvKSVPzcvkEJyHk-_76yCDoxGY_MXbv4Sw0EyhWg7m4urC_402poY6sq3sfhrit5llYwGSCAIl4IcpF5idxeTW61v7BYV6w6CVzL0kiZ2g2qiYVbuZ57xWWmSuGHn3lmr9mvmoJEV/s1600-h/red.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0RiiIvKSVPzcvkEJyHk-_76yCDoxGY_MXbv4Sw0EyhWg7m4urC_402poY6sq3sfhrit5llYwGSCAIl4IcpF5idxeTW61v7BYV6w6CVzL0kiZ2g2qiYVbuZ57xWWmSuGHn3lmr9mvmoJEV/s320/red.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5341296569090676386" /></a><br /><br />Happiness:)AlhamdullilahNABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-48680453547905682352009-05-27T10:13:00.000-07:002009-05-27T10:46:16.875-07:00A friend(A) and I decided to do a little bit of intervention with a friend(B) of ours who in our minds seemed to have changed drastically over the last few weeks. The plan was to draw out the reason for her change and to a certain point to lessen the gap that had somehow opened up between us.<br /><br /> Unfortunately, the plan didn't go to well. I had told A from the start that under no circumstance was she to get emotional. That we were not going to provoke B into getting defensive. Tapi from the start, it was as if A had not heard anything i said. From what was supposed to a be a reconciliation of sorts, it turned into a blaming game.<br /><br /> I hate it when people let their emotions take over. When they feel that they need to prove their point with raised voices, accusations and heavy sarcasm. You think you are changing the minds of those listening but you only lower your own credibility.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-41676303109544180932009-05-27T09:56:00.000-07:002009-05-27T10:08:30.854-07:00Singa tueI fell down...again. Remember XJ, how we used to say cempedak nangke? It was exactly like that :). One good thing has come out from this fall - i sleep a lot more due to the meds...but not a good thing when i remember i have double the usual topics coming out for this week's assessment.<br /><br /> We celebrated Nebbe's & Amal's bday with a small surprise act yesterday. Decided to utilize my back pain to the max..hehe. I think Nebbe thought it was all a prank until i started crying. Amal of course being our resident drama queen was emotional..i think she nearly had a heart attack. Anyways, kudos to you two. At least i know now if i had a real emergency you guys are definitely the ones to depend on :)<br /><br /> My friends call me 'singa tue' now. Because of my back pain..and the fact that apparently i've become more garang now. Betul ke? (as my babun bro would say).NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-47164435453760554702009-05-19T07:38:00.000-07:002009-05-19T07:57:16.435-07:00ReflectionsIt just struck me today, that i have less than a month left before i end my first year. With that thought in mind and the recent LTDT program in Terengganu hullabaloo just over, there's a lot to think about and reflect on.<br /><br /> There are still so many things i have yet to complete.<br /><br /> I still have trouble sleeping. I'm trying out a few remedies now:) InsyaAllah it'll help. <br /><br /> I think at times i try to do to much and sometimes that causes me to neglect things that are more important.<br /><br /> Rase sgt bersalah at times.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-55800804382436750132009-05-13T11:26:00.000-07:002009-05-27T10:12:50.700-07:00About honey and beesWhen i was in primary school, my mum bought a set of books about explaining about the life of bees, ants and other insects. I remember being intrigued by the one about bees. Certain bits of information about these honey making creatures that i can still remember till now are like how they have 5 eyes, how their wings flap more than 11,000 times per minute or how there were quite fastidious about cleanliness. And i found it crazy that they had to visit 2 million flowers to get a pound of honey.<br /><br /> Ever since i started my first year, i constantly have these 'wow' moments, where i'm just bowled over by the incredibleness of God's creations. Of course everywhere around us we're reminded of His greatness but it's a different sense of awareness when it is in regards to the human body, something that is happening inside us.<br /><br /> Recently i learnt that the heart doesn't feel pain. I had no idea about that before this. I learnt that it is through the orchestrated openings and closings of the ion channels that brings about the contraction of our heart. Amazing, ain't it?NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-53876400988965990252009-04-27T12:27:00.000-07:002009-04-27T12:33:26.021-07:00<span style="font-weight:bold;"><span style="font-weight:bold;">Narrated 'Alqama:<br /><br /> I asked 'Aisha, mother of the believers, "O mother of the believers! How were the deeds of the Prophet? Did he use to do extra deeds of worship on special days?" She said, "No, but his deeds were regular and constant, and who among you is able to do what the Prophet was able to do (i.e. in worshipping Allah)?"<br /><br />Sahih Bukhari Volume 8, Book 76, Number 473:</span></span>NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-69716691855619902912009-04-26T03:05:00.000-07:002009-04-26T03:18:21.702-07:00ROAD LESS TRAVELEDTwo roads diverged in a yellow wood<br />And sorry I could not travel both<br />And be one traveler, long I stood<br />And looked down one as far as I could<br />To where it bent in the undergrowth<br /><br />Then took the other as just as fair<br />And having perhaps the better claim<br />Because it was grassy and wanted wear<br />Though as for that, the passing there<br />Had worn them really about the same<br /><br />And both that morning equally lay<br />In leaves no step had trodden black<br />Oh, I kept the first for another day!<br />Yet, knowing how way leads onto way<br />I doubted if I should ever come back<br /><br />I shall be telling this with a sigh<br />Somewhere ages and ages hence<br />Two roads diverged in a wood<br />And I took the one less traveled by<br />And that has made all the difference<br /><br />Robert Frost<br /><br />When i read this poem ages ago during secondary school i thought it was kind of inspirational. A friend mailed it to me yesterday and reading it again,i find that it's just more about how making choices is something inevitable.NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-18362283448876510472009-04-24T11:05:00.000-07:002009-04-24T11:20:11.703-07:00Random thoughtsThere are so many thoughts running through my mind at the moment. I would love to be able to speak to someone about them, yet i think for now, it'll just come out in a jumble of words.<br /><br /> Penatlah today. There were ups and downs. Today's assessment was the best i've had so far for this block. Not because of the results,but i think i really tried to prepare for it as much as i could. Granted, i need to spend more time on the materials to actually really score but you know what, i have more important things to concentrate on at the same time.<br /><br /> I think i'll be saying goodbye to a friend soon. Everything's for the best kan?<br /><br /> I found the Quran that i misplaced..happy :)<br /><br /> My parents are coming back on Sunday..can't wait. I miss them.<br /><br /> In every situation, there's always some good that can be done. Cume nak buat tu susah sket lah. I'm trying.<br /><br /> Our group's reflection today was the most silent and awkward one yet.Things are hanging by the edge i think.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"> "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can;and the wisdom to know the difference."<br /></span><br /> <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"></span>NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-63260824635802446302009-04-23T12:44:00.001-07:002009-04-23T12:51:28.344-07:00So Cute<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFxi_OGVHBdQkxK4Hw61so4RCajAt6bdBiV4tmVxpaEH0_KGXbO9UEjctPbQ_kd010FVCdFc46ANehupvkA05c8wHf5sdpdKxAFy1HCFTKq3lzcwZPYeM4M93aDu4ntxQULTZVZgB4DxmH/s1600-h/ATT124988.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFxi_OGVHBdQkxK4Hw61so4RCajAt6bdBiV4tmVxpaEH0_KGXbO9UEjctPbQ_kd010FVCdFc46ANehupvkA05c8wHf5sdpdKxAFy1HCFTKq3lzcwZPYeM4M93aDu4ntxQULTZVZgB4DxmH/s320/ATT124988.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327976770506107282" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4qJqv98_3zPiPnldiz46tKcYSGh2pSHDOtmKF_AKbSzHEXEQBufyn6FJep0zcju6fdMMaIWK_BjZjasNCUmyPX4KY1q-ceE7WYLHi-3WHv8ZhMd6PqwqiKYGgSR0mmULXfNPPNaEPldLZ/s1600-h/ATT124983.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4qJqv98_3zPiPnldiz46tKcYSGh2pSHDOtmKF_AKbSzHEXEQBufyn6FJep0zcju6fdMMaIWK_BjZjasNCUmyPX4KY1q-ceE7WYLHi-3WHv8ZhMd6PqwqiKYGgSR0mmULXfNPPNaEPldLZ/s320/ATT124983.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327976764197222354" /></a>NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-9763391074071670022009-04-21T08:57:00.001-07:002009-04-21T08:58:34.636-07:00A man once came to the Messenger of Allah(pbuh) and complained that he feels hardness in his heart. The Messenger of Allah said, ” Would you like that your heart becomes soft and that you acquire what you need? Be merciful with the orphan, pat his head and feed him from what you eat. This will soften your heart, and enable you to get what you need.”NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4320429820633550582.post-30921130176980726762009-04-17T23:40:00.000-07:002009-04-17T23:46:34.484-07:00I'll be going back to my sister's place in an hour or so. Tak sabar... can't wait to see redza again :) he helps me destress...hehe<br /><br /> The whole day today since morning has been about clearing my mind. I cleaned the apartment, i read my favourite verses, i made lists, called an old friend,played around with the keyboard and played with the cat who seems to have made our garden his permanent home. <br /><br /> And now i'm all sunshine and blue clouds. :)NABhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05441422411754395051noreply@blogger.com4